GAAAAAWWWWWWDDDD. 6 days to go! I can't believe it! wuaaa~~~ I'm finally a 4th year student lah! yipee~~~ i somewhat feel nervous at the same time, hell yeah, I don't know why, I just feel nervous thinking about the 1st day, it's weird because

1st : I'm going to be a 4th year student.
2nd: I've been in that school for how many years
3rd: I WILL SURELY HAVE THE SAME CLASSMATES.

why do I have to worry at all? It's just like I'm meeting my friends and it's really weird because we still stayed in contact this summer gawd. someone help me. I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON.

i bet it's insanity. haha =D idk, but i think it's because that this summer, I somewhat changed, there was a day that I feel like dying, then there was a day that I want everyone to die *touchwood* then there's a day that I wanted to be alone, and another day that everyone would just shut their mouths up. haha =D

or maybe it's because that I'm afraid to face the responsibilities of a 4th year student? I've talked to some past 4th year students from our school that have graduated already and they gave me sometips about being a 4th year student, how to handle the pressure and what are the responsibilities. I guess those stuff scared me?

i think it's a NO.

because i'm never known as a student who takes responsibilities, i only take them when i need to or have to, I'll just do my part, that's all, heck, I'm NOT EVEN A LEADER. I'm an average student. wuaha~~

maybe it's because I'm nearly entering college, I've thought of it but no, it isn't it doesn't have any connection of me attending the 1st day of me being a 4th year student, right?

oh well, i guess I'm really weird, let's just skip that topic. haha =D i love writing long blog entries and i don't care if anyone would read it, I'll rather have no one to read it rather than a flock asking questions about my latest blog entry.

but anyway, i would still like to post whatever's on my head, It's okay that a random someone is reading this blog entries of ,mine, at least they have an idea what's going on. ahahaha =D

anyway, I just realized that I love "Love Game" by Lady gaga, i just don't know why am I not downlaoding it yet, heheh. I have already downloaded "When I Grow Up" by Mayday parade.

xD

that's all for now =D