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MEESH's summer soundtrack
Sunday, April 26, 20097:36 PM
"your voice was the soundtrack of my summer."


sooo... here are the songs I'm listening to during summer time, eheheh. click to download =D
enjoy =D

2. Ur So Gay - Katy Perry
3. Crush Crush Crush - Paramore
4. Fences - Paramore
5. Thinking Of You - Katy Perry
6. Born For This - Paramore
7. Reach Out - Hilary Duff
8. What Hurts The Most - Rascal Flatts
9. Misery Business - Paramore
10. I Kissed A Girl - Katy Perry
11. Stay (I Missed You) - New Found Glory
12. Naked - Avril Lavigne
13. Whoa - Paramore
14. My Life Would SucK Without You - Kelly Clarkson
15. Long Shot - Katy Perry
16. Lying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off - Panic! At The Disco
17. Gives You Hell - All-American Rejects
18. Going Under - Evanescence
19. Lithium - Evanescence
20. All We Know - Paramore

btw, here's Ashley Tisdale's promotional cover for her new upcoming album entitled : GUILTY PLEASURE =D



"I've got your mixed tape in my walkman."
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FAR AWAY
7:27 AM
"A little communication, well, that will go a long way."


Here I am again, Well, yesterday, while I was being drama queen and all, my father suddenly told me to pack up because we're heading for Cotobato. I was shocked when he broke the news, "Why?" I asked him, then he answered back with this tone that makes me feel really guilty of asking for a reason, he told me "Why? you want to be left here?" as much as I wanted to say yes was the need for me to say no, I would be totally guilty if I'll be staying here while my whole family is in Cotobato, with no valid reason at all. My actual reason why I want to be left here? because I don't want to go and I want to be here in our house, alone with no annoying someone would dare to ruin the peace that's surrounding me. That's all, but I know that I can't be honest about that, because if I'd be true to them, they'll get the wrong impression that I hate them being around, and being there means there's no other way of communicating but by talking personally to my fellow human beings unlike here in Davao.

Anyway,when I arrived there, I was sooo tired and then I saw kuya Jonathan and greeted him, then he asked me "nakuha mo card ko?" [did you get my card?] then I was like, OMG! I TOTALLY FREAKIN' FORGOT ABOUT IT! but I didn't tell that to him, I said "kalimutan ko, nde naman din ako yung kumuha ng card ko." [ I forgot, I was also not the one who got my card.] and I can read from his expression that he's kinda frustrated "ambot nimo, waa kai klaro." he said. I just smiled at him and said "sorry" after that we continued talking about the 'card' thingy and when the conversation died, I watched TV and you know what, something unbelievable happened! I slept over it at it was still 6 in the afternoon. gawd. that was just sooo unbelievable. I don't easily sleep over things, I think I have insomnia. haha =D

well the next day, My family and I went to a resort, I was thinking if I would swim or not but more than half of my mind was telling me to plunge into the waters but when we reached the location, my 75% decision of swimming became 0% haha =D just don't ask why. After that, we came back home and I ate all the popcorn my stomach could intake, I even brought a pack of popped popcorns here in Davao, oh well... ahaha =D

then, I'm back here in Davao city! my beloved city! ahaha. I just received a text message from Eve, telling me that she'd die without me. ahaha. what does she think of me? a NEBULIZER? [btw, this girl has asthma, she'll die without that machine. ahaha ] anyway, things are not that good to her lately, I'm trying to help her with her current problem right now, good thing I was back in Davao earlier than I have expected. xD

Well that's all for today~~~~ ohhhh.... I miss the computerrrr. I'll probably marry this thing if it's human. ahaha =D

"forever united here somehow."
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who's bipolar? xD
Friday, April 24, 20099:06 PM
"tou tou ai ni, kuai le you gu dan"

Oh well, yesterday morning, our internet connection was dead, I was soooo pissed off because surfing the 'net is the only thing that I can do to relieve my AWESOME boredom~~ sooo what I did was turn off the TV, tune into MYX, listened to random songs and wished that Taylor Swift's love story will not be the top hit on the myx charts. [yeaa~~~kinda childish right? ahaha] after that, I checked the internet connection but still there's no avail so instead, I grabbed my USB and wrote whatever's on my head on Microsoft word and saved it there. wuahahah ~~


the craziest thing that I did that morning is that, I grabbed my eyeliner and applied a veeerrrrryyyyy thick amount all over my eyes, then messed up my hair, [it was reaaallllyyy messy] after that, I took my cellphone and took snapshots, revealing the camwhore in me. I was also troubled that morning because the very thick eyeliner can't be erased off even after i took a bath, when my mom saw me in the afternoon, she told me that my eyes looks like someone just punched it. wuahahah~~~~

Then on the afternoon, I the internet connection came back. [yay! finally xD] after a few hours of surfing, checking on friendster and watching videos in youtube. Our maid told me that Hot Shot is already on, soooo I left the laptop with soooo much hesitation because I knew that my mom would use it whenever no one's at it.

so there it is, I lost the battle between me and my mom over the using of the laptop and I just lied there on the bed, waiting for a miracle to come. ahhaa.

and by luck, a miracle really came haha =D I heard a loud explosion from outside and everything went off, which means... it's a BLACK OUT! wuaaa~~~good thing it was cold by that time or else I would die. ahahah =D so to pass the time, I talked to my friends on the telephone and texted some of them.

then by night, it suddenly rained at it was cold, it was pretty weird because it's summer. Another weird thing was, I don't know what happened but I suddenly hated the fact that it rained and I always loved rains. wuahaha but it suddenly turned to make my mood bad. urgh.

and to top everything, I took a bath at 11:30pm and it's raining. ahaha =D

and the next morning....

i was in a total bad mood. haha. the first line that I was was "LUMAYAS KA SA HARAPAN KOOO" [ get out of my sight] then I went outside the room, glaring at everyone then went to another room and cried. wuahahha~~


what a day. tsk. tsk.

"Secretly loving you is happy yet lonely"
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THE MOM SONG
6:23 PM
"Don't look at me like you always do, this time."

PRESENTING: THE MOM SONG! xD [or rather the dad's song, because my mom don't actually tell these kinds of stuff on me, it's the DAD. haha =D



THE MOM SONG LYRICS : those lines in BOLD are the lines that I can relate to =D

The Mom Song"

Get up now
Get up now
Get up out of bed
Wash your face
Brush your teeth
Comb your sleepyhead
Here's your clothes and your shoes
Hear the words I said
Get up now! Get up and make your bed
Are you hot? Are you cold?
Are you wearing that?
Where's your books and your lunch and your homework at?
Grab your coat and gloves and your scarf and hat
Don't forget! You gotta feed the cat
Eat your breakfast, the experts tell us it's the most important meal of all
Take your vitamins so you will grow up one day to be big and tall
Please remember the orthodontist will be seeing you at 3 today
Don't forget your piano lesson is this afternoon so you must play
Don't shovel
Chew slowly
But hurry
The bus is here
Be careful
Come back here
Did you wash behind your ears?
Play outside, don't play rough, will you just play fair?
Be polite, make a friend, don't forget to share
Work it out, wait your turn, never take a dare
Get along! Don't make me come down there
Clean your room, fold your clothes, put your stuff away
Make your bed, do it now, do we have all day?
Were you born in a barn? Would you like some hay?
Can you even hear a word I say?
Answer the phone! Get off the phone!
Don't sit so close, turn it down, no texting at the table
No more computer time tonight!
Your iPod's my iPod if you don't listen up
Where are you going and with whom and what time do you think you're coming home?
Saying thank you, please, excuse me makes you welcome everywhere you roam
You'll appreciate my wisdom someday when you're older and you're grown
Can't wait till you have a couple little children of your own
You'll thank me for the counsel I gave you so willingly
But right now I thank you not to roll your eyes at me
Close your mouth when you chew, would appreciate
Take a bite maybe two of the stuff you hate
Use your fork, do not burp or I'll set you straight
Eat the food I put upon your plate
Get an A, get the door, don't get smart with me
Get a grip, get in here, I'll count to three
Get a job, get a life, get a PHD
Get a dose of,
"I don't care who started it!
You're grounded until you're 36"
Get your story straight and tell the truth for once, for heaven's sake
And if all your friends jumped off a cliff would you jump, too?
If I've said it once, I've said at least a thousand times before
That you're too old to act this way
It must be your father's DNA
Look at me when I am talking
Stand up straighter when you walk
A place for everything and everything must be in place
Stop crying or I'll give you something real to cry about
Oh!
Brush your teeth, wash your face, put your PJs on
Get in bed, get a hug, say a prayer with mom
Don't forget, I love you
And tomorrow we will do this all again because a mom's work never ends
You don't need the reason why
Because, because, because, because
I said so, I said so, I said so, I said so
I'm the mom, the mom, the mom, the mom, the mom!!
Ta da!!!


I'll explain why, here it goes :

Get up now, Get up now,Get up out of bed - My father usually wakes me up every morning, whether we have classes or not, even on summer! he said it's for training, It's not my fault that I'm not a morning person and I'm a sleepyhead, right?

Wash your face - My father always tells me this when he thinks that I look messy.

Brush your teeth - He usually tells me this before I go to sleep.

Comb your sleepyhead - He tells me this whenever I sit at the breakfast table with my hair still uncombed.

Get up and make your bed - he also makes me make my bed and not just my bed but EVERYONE's bed, In my eyes, this is not a duty, It's TORTURE. wuahahah~~

Are you wearing that? - My Dad is always conscious of what I wear, unlike my mom... he always tells me "Bakit mo yan sinusuot? anong klaseng damit 'yan? MAGPALIT KA!" [why are you wearing that? what kind of shirt is that? CHANGE IT.] It's pretty weird that he does not like what I'm wearing because he's the one who usually buys the clothes I wear at home =D

But hurry, The bus is here - BOTH my parents says this but usually, It's my DAD, he's afraid that I'll be late for school, he's sometimes paranoid. ahaha =D

don't play rough, will you just play fair? don't forget to share .Work it out, wait your turn, never take a dare. Get along! Don't make me come down there - He usually tells e this whenever I'm playing with my siblings, My Mom also tells us this, especially when we fight. haha =D

Clean your room, fold your clothes, put your stuff away ,Make your bed, do it now, do we have all day? - My father is a neat person, yeah.

Can you even hear a word I say? - He usually tells me this when he's scolding me and he won't accept a nod as an answer, I really need to open my mouth and speak xD

Get off the phone! - YEAH sure, this sooooo like my father, whenever I'm on the phone, he'll and signal me to get off it. He's soooo KJ, he'll ask me to get off it when the conversation is getting more exciting. haha =D

No more computer time tonight! - this is usually his punishment, when I'm late to leave the house for school :(

Your iPod's my iPod if you don't listen up - I don't have an ipod but I have my mobile phone as MP3 player, he's always mad at me whenever he asks me to do something and I can't hear it because I'm listening to music and you know me, even though I can hear it via earphones, It's still on full volume man, haha. not a single sound except for the song comes to my ears. wuahahaha~~~~

Where are you going and with whom and what time do you think you're coming home? - yeah. this is my father too, he really asks me FULL details like whenever I need to go to a classmates house, he would ask the name of the classmate, the gender, the address, with whom am I going with and etc. etc. sometimes when I tell him that I'm going somewhere with my classmates like Malls and etc. he would be there too, just to follow me and to fetch me, ruining everything me and my friends had planned. haha =D

You'll appreciate my wisdom someday when you're older and you're grown - this is soooo MY DAD! he also says that I should be thankful someone's reprimanding me. ahaha =D

You'll thank me for the counsel I gave you so willingly - yea... so unlike my mom-ish, so dad-ish ahhaa =D

But right now I thank you not to roll your eyes at me
- yeah! this is MY MOM! ahaha =D because I can always afford to roll my eyes at her, but I can't with my dad xD

Take a bite maybe two of the stuff you hate - BOTH my parents says this, yeah. I'm choosy =D

Get an A, get the door, don't get smart with me - yeah. the "don't get smart with me" is usually my dad, because whenever I tell that what he's doing is wrong, he'll just tell me that "anong tignin mo saakin, tanga?" [what do you think of me, stupid?]

And if all your friends jumped off a cliff would you jump, too? - My dad. soooo My dad, because sometimes i tend to believe my friends more than i believe him. haha =D

If I've said it once, I've said at least a thousand times before - he usually tells me this when i forgot to do something and he gets mad xD

That you're too old to act this way - yeah! especially when i argue with my younger siblings, he tells me that I'm so childish, fighting with children. ahahah= D

It must be your father's DNA - scratch that , it should be my MOTHER's DNA. ahahha =D he told me that I have the same traits with my mom. while my mom tells me that I have the same personality with my dad. ahahhaha =D

yeah. that's all, but I don't blame them for being like that, they just wanted the best for me =D

"The best of both worlds."
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Eve at being DRAMA QUEEN.
Thursday, April 23, 200910:50 PM
"Me, I'm a scene, I'm a DRAMA QUEEN, I'm the best damn thing that your eyes have ever SEEN."

Okay, sooo. Eve just posted about her insights about what is she like this summer, I noted her as a DRAMA QUEEN since she expressed everything that she feels on her blog, yeah... the blog sounds soooo dramatic yet she told me that IT WAS THE NAKED TRUTH [get nekkid =D ahaha ]

soo if you're interested in reading her blog, here's the link:
http://eebx.blog.friendster.com/2009/04/missing-half-myself/

I've been wondering lately because many of my schoolmates were posting on their blogs on how they miss school or how excited they were to reach the next level, well, in my situation, I'm also the same, I'm very excited to start having classes again and skip this oh-so boring summer, sometimes i wonder why students, just like me can't wait for summer to come and on the contrary, whenever someone would ask them what was their summer like, they would say "BOOOORRRRIIINNNGGG", they would even sometimes pretend to yawn. ahaha =D
is it because people can't wait to be bored? ahaha. just kidding. I know why people are anticipating for summer to come, it's simply because you'll be having no classes to attend, you won't be waking up sooo early just to reach the school in time, no projects, no assignments and no parents scolding you when you failed an exam [honestly, i don't present my exam papers to my parents, haha =D] most importently, there's no stress, you'll have FREEEEEDDDDDOOOOMMM to do whatever you wish in summer while when there's classes, you still need to check your schedule to know when you are free or not, sounds hectic, right?

anyway, this summer i have no much things to do, as i have said before... I'm usually alone in our house because i have no where to go and I don't know but I would like to stay home and relax with my beloved internet ahaha =D with no way of talking to people aside from chatting via YM and exchanging comments on friendster. ahah =D but I liked the summer the way it is, especially the part when nothing is really bothering me except that sometimes, our internet connection will turn off itself [gawd! i hate that part] or there's something i wish to do but i just can't. [if you would ask what the reason is, it's my siblings.. they're too much of a KJ. ahah =D] My only schedule this summer is to watch hot shot every 4pm and my upcat reviews which will be starting this May 19 and is yet to come.

I'm also missing school, ALOT. Especially my friends that makes me laugh out loud for a simple reason, unlike now, they can only make me laugh via YM, when they mispelled a word or they can't get what i mean. [which will cause our maid to look at me with total confusion, thinking that i have gone nuts hahah =D you know, laughing in front of the screen with only you who knows why you are laughing and everyone is dead silent. ahaha =D] ahaha. sometimes, I wish they could be here with me, laughing at each others joke and talking about random topics. o.O and fighting about nothing at all [like what I'm doing, telling everyone that they're my fans and they're a part of my fansclub which is nonexixtent at all. ahah =D and also, fighting over a celebrity which everyone knows that neither of us can have. ahaha =D]

the reason I love summer? because summer has less flaws than having classes, I mean, although you miss your friends, you can still make a phone call, text or chat with him/her or visit at their houses freely, you can't do that when you're having classes, you can't go home in during class hours without any reason, right? you can't sleep over a project that will be passed tomorrow, you can't watch a TV show during class hours and many many more but, during classes, you can always be with your friends and your classmates, laugh at him/her when he/she did something or said something funny or pull out their hairs when you're angry at them.

and During classes, you can never be bored when your seatmate is annoying you or it's just that the lesson gives you a nosebleed :)

"Oh Woman, Beauty and Knowledge, you can only have one. Having both or having none, is still a tragedy"
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Late at night.
8:17 AM
" Let my heart tell you, without you it won't beat."

okay, this post will not be too long, I'm just here to tell you guys that I stayed late today, wanna know why?

because 1st, our desktop is already connected to the internet! which means, I can surf the 'net and use the computer without asking for permission, because usually, i only borrow either my mom's or dad's laptop in order to access the internet yehey! FREEDOMNESS~~~

I was actually surprised today that no one actually scolded me or anything by using this computer late at night, because I'm used to asking permission and them telling me that I can only use the laptop for 2 hours, the parental control will automatically log me off or they would tell that i can only use it this afternoon, this morning, until 8 pm and blah blah blah. haha =D

sooo... what happened to me while being free using this computer? well...

ahah. My Fans club got a new president! wuahahahah~~~ [ahaha. ]
someone sent me laughing sooo hard because of his lightning powers. ahaha =D
I shared my webcam to whoever wants to view it xD
i found out that UPCAT review in HCSD is now going on.
I found out that we will have new and returning classmates this year =D
I asked someone to add someone on their messenger list.
fought with someone because of Rain. ahaha =D
created someone a new e-mail account.
joked around with another someone who i can see her webcam, with her sis and a friend, telling her that they're my Fans club and their currently having a meeting.
had a silly fight with someone, and i failed. wuahahah~~~

i think that's all. ahaha =D so many someones right? haha =D

"I'm letting you fly."
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What does Michelle Really know?
Wednesday, April 22, 20098:05 PM
"Well who do you think you are?

Me? I'm a ROCKSTAR."



Hello good people of the world, I'm here again, talking about nothing,

soo... here it goes, what does Michelle really know?

what do I know, anyway? well, I don't know anything much, I don't know how to drive, to bike, to skate, to sing, to act, to dance, to lie, to sneak, to peak, to balance, to start, to stop... heck! I don't even know how to pause.

All I know are facts, real facts... even though some of them are fictions made out of my imaginations.

Anyway, today is like any other day, My mom with my siblings going to school, my dad's going to work, while me? oh, pretty me is left here in our house with no way of communicating to humans other that chatting via YM and exchanging comments through friendster. wuaaa~~~ I'm oh-so bored and I've got nothing to do but to post here a random blog entry. haha =D

well, that's the only thing that can make me happier anyway, aside from eating of course, chatting with human beings! haha =D yesterday, I was chatting with a whole lot of people while some of them are allowing me to view their webcams, pretty funny coz' I also activated my webcam and i started to laugh over my chatmates' witty faces. ahaha =D and also, the funny part is, Eve and I is fighting over who owns Rain! [me of course, duh! ahaha =D] she told me that i could spend my imagination having Rain by my side while using CLEAR while she'll have the real Rain. pssshhh... I'm gonna exchange an anwesome man with 8packs for a shampoo? what am I stupid? and besides, have anyone watched Song Hye Kyo and Rain's Full House? did you remember that Song Hye Kyo writes stories there? yea. and I, Michelle Marie Rosell Salazar is an author and writes stories too right?

sooo... who wins now? ahahaha =D

RAIN IS MINE =D

"In My Bed - Bi Rain... love love =D"

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TOP TEN =D
1:47 AM
The Top Tens in my life xD

Top Ten Hang-outs
1. LUMANTA =D
2. MTS
3. SM
4. NCCC
5. Classroom xD
6. Canteen
7. House xD
8. A Friends' house.
9. house
10. house [i have no other places to go xD]

Top Ten Favorite snacks/foods
1. Lasagna
2. Carbonara
3. Chocolates Mousse
4. Hershey's Milk Chocolate.
5. Fried Chicken
6. Buto-buto [is there an english term for this? xD]
7. Chicken Adobo
8. Spaghetti Macaroni
9. brownies
10. again, any form of chocolate =D

Top Ten Favorite Drinks
1. water
2. Fit n' Right [four seasons]
3. Iced Tea
4. Pop cola
5. pulpy orange
6. coke
7. Fresh milk =D
8. Mango shake
9. Chuckie
10. Orange Juice

top ten favorite Music Videos

1. Because you live -Jesse McCartney
2. Crush Crush Crush - Paramore
3. Thinking Of You - Katy Perry
4. Ur So Gay - Katy Perry
5. Good Life - Jesse McCartney
5. Zen Me Ban - S.H.E.
6. Chu Shen Ru Hua - Fahrenheit
7. Xin Wo - S.H.E. & Fahrenheit
8. Misery Business - Paramore
9. Zhuan shu tian shi - Tank
10.Lithium - Evanescence

Top Ten Favorite Bands

1. Paramore
2. Evanescence
3. FM static
4. New Found Glory
5. Fall Out Boy
6. My Chemical Romance
7. We The Kings
8. All-American Rejects
9. S.H.E.
10. Fahrenheit

Top Ten Favorite Singers

1. Katy Perry
2. Avril Lavigne
3. Jesse McCartney
4. Ashley Tisdale
5. Taylor Swift
6. Ella Chen
7. Hilary Duff
8. Britney Spears
9. Kelly Clarkson
10. Mariah Carey

Top Ten Favorite male Celebrities

1. Danson Tang
2. Jesse McCartney
3. Rain
4. Mike He
5. Calvin Chen
6. Wu Chun
7. Jiro Wang
8. Aaron Yan
9. Dingdong Dantes
10. Jake Cuenca

Top Ten Favorite Female Celebrities

1. Ella Chen
2. Heart Evanghelista
3. Rainie Yang
4. Marian Rivera
5. Genie Zhou
6. Angelica Panganiban
7. Ashley Tisdale
8. Katrina Halili
9. Roxannne Guinoo
10. Shaina Magdayao

Top Ten Favorite TV shows/dramas

1. Hana Kimi Taiwan
2. Why Why Love
3. Hot Shot
4. Full House
5. The Suite Life Of Zack and Cody
6. Zoey 101
7. That's so Raven.
8. K.O. One
9. Marimar [philippine remake]
10. Pieta.

Top Ten Favorite loveteams

1. Ella Chen & Wu Chun
2. Dingdong Dantes & Marian Rivera
3. Rainie Yang & Mike He
4. Heart Evanghelista & Jericho Rosales
5. Roxanne Guinoo & Jake Cuenca
6. Rain & Song Hye Kyo
7. Jiro Wang & Selina Ren
8. Hebe Tian & Aaron Yan
9. Calvin Chen & Genie Zhou.
10. SECRET! ahaha =D

that's all =D this is MY top ten favorites based on my own OPINION and VIEWS. =D


"I'm not afraid to cry every one in a while even though going on with you gone still upsets me."
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wo chao xi huan ni =D
Monday, April 20, 200911:00 PM
Hello =D

yay for my first blogpost here! i should be proud wuahaha ~~~

anyway, I've got a few quotes to share to you guys:

Love is a game, that I can't stand losing to.


When you talk about freedom, it's being you and nobody else.


well, i made those quotes myself, but feel free to use them,though.

what's for today? errrrmm...

oh yeah! I wanna share these awsome loveteams ahahha =D :

DANCHELLE
TONIRYU
YANLENE


nice name combinations right? Definitely, because the owner of both names combined is UNDENIABLY M.F.E.O. haha =D

M.F.E.O. stand for "meant for each other, by the way =D"

Mylene, Toni and I were chatting on YM when we thought about this thing, combining our names with the names of or crushes. ahah =D I Like Danchelle the most, It sound reaaalllllyyyy CUTE! gawd, I'm lucky to have Michelle as my name xD

that's all for today... tah-tah for now xD
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